How brown is brown?

I will be honest.  My boyfriend and I had been dating for a while, and we have gotten serious (and intimate).

I am so desperate for this illness that I am feeling to be anything except anxiety ... I hope that there is a medical cause behind this so that I can get that treated and begin to feel totally normal again.  The mornings are unbearable... I wake up with my heart running at 200 miles per hour, my head feels really hot (like I'm going to throw up or something), and I can't breathe.  I stand up and I almost pass out.  I feel so light headed.  Ugh, I feel terrible in the morning.

Finally, after about a week of hell, I have started to feel hungry again and I am so thankful for that feeling.  It is amazing to have an appetite and to be happy enough to eat.  I will never take hunger for granted again.

ANYWAY, because my symptoms are terrible in the morning, I entertained the idea that perhaps I could be pregnant

Ripped Off.

Hey, everybody.  I'm sorry I haven't written for a LONG time.  I took a much longer break than I intended to.

Two nights before my MCAT, I had some really typical and hilarious nightmares.  In one of my nightmares, the physics section turned out to be about the physics of applying makeup... and even though I thought to myself, "I'm a girl, I should know how to do this," I didn't know how to do any of it.  Unfortunately, I experienced a similar feeling during my actual MCAT... the physics section felt like Greek.  How terrible.  And of course, while I was taking verbal I was just caught up with how terribly my physics must have went ... and it was just a cascade downhill from there.