Wow, SUPER update.

Hey everyone,

I know I haven't written in this journal in literally two months.  So, here's a quick update, in no particular order:



1)I broke up with my beloved; it's been confusing and difficult, and we're trying to be friends
2)I have fought with my parents to the point where my mom threatened to call the cops
3)I have gotten my MCAT score back and it went WONDERFULLY
4)I have submitted my primaries and I have even submitted a secondary!
5)Boys are SO confusing and can be SO irritating, but can be so wonderful at the same time.  also, so much drama.  Some people are such a$$holes, some people are cowards, and then there are the few who are captivating and truly amazing people who I never want to lose.
6)I am leaving for Sri Lanka in a few hours, and this is scary and exciting
7)I had debilitating anxiety for a few weeks (to the point where my weight dropped to 85 lbs), which caused me to move back with my parents (eventually leading to huge fights)
8)I have so many reasons that I hate this summer (but at least I have a few reasons to love it, like ridiculous theme parties!)

We had a Mario Kart Wii party ... Guess who I was!  Hahahha.

I am aware that not a lot of this stuff is b!tchy, but there is just ... SO much to talk about.  It might be less amusing and more serious, but there is stuff I need to reflect on, regardless.  And of course, there will be rage.  SO MUCH RAGE.  I can't even believe this summer.  What the f*ck!  It's so crazy.

Hopefully you guys will read me later.

P.S.  In the event that I do not come back from Sri Lanka (I shouldn't have watched Snakes on a Plane ... now I'm paranoid about flying ... hah), I want everyone to know a few things.  I love all of my friends so very much, and I wish the best for each and every one of you.  And even to those of you who I am not friends with, who I am angry with, or who I absolutely cannot stand, I wish the best for you too.  I wish I would have been able to be the best person I could have been; I wish I would have been able to fulfill my dreams of having a family and being successful, and reaping the rewards of all of the hard work I have done thus far in my life.

I wished upon the first shooting star I saw two nights ago.  What a beautiful moment.

I'm sure you'll be hearing b!tchiness from me once I start to get jet-lagged and all that good stuff.  I will catch you all later.  <3.