Hello.

Hey, everyone.  Welcome.  If you enjoy (laughing at) overly dramatized stories, rantings, and strongish opinions, enjoy.  This is how I see things.  This is me.  A student in college preparing for pre-med (like every other brown girl), drowning in her RAAAGE!

I started this blog because I find that I have too many emotions in my mind to deal with, and I want to write it all down.  Maybe let others find out for themselves how a real human being reacts to situations.  Besides, my boyfriend is getting too tired of hearing all of it all the time anyway.

Right now, I'm living with 3 friends and a sister of a friend in a small, breezy house that is a mile away from campus.  Our circle of friends consists of almost everyone in this house and a bunch of other boys.  I am currently dating one of these boys; I also have broken up with one of them.  Those boys are all living together ... how awkward.  Our friendship circle has basically split up into two separate factions because of our living situation and because of the rift that I have thrown into there.  This is the major thing in my life.

I love my parents.  But I think they hate me.  Especially my mom.  She thinks I'm super trashy because I have my ears pierced more than 2 times.  It seems like everything I do, it just upsets her.  Lately, she found out about something that I intended to keep a secret (of course), and it pretty much broke her heart and made her SO angry.  She was disgusted and 'disappointed'.  I hate that, when parents get all 'disappointed'.  Oh, my family.

My past has even more ghosts and demons, concerning an ex boyfriend, some serious thoughts about life and the lack of it, and a bunch of killer waves.  Maybe I'll talk about them if I'm ever in the mood.

BUT until then, I hope you enjoy reading this and getting closer to me.  Welcome to my life of obscenely hilarious bad luck, dramatic and awkward situations, and the occasional happy happenings.

The universe is dynamic.  So are my ideas, so are my thoughts, so am I.  Who knows where this will go?  Maybe I'll keep on writing about things that tick me off, or maybe I'll just write whatever I want.  Who am I targeting anyway?  IDK.  Doesn't really matter.

DISCLAIMER:  If you are partially identified in this blog, know that although I probably upset or annoyed with you for the time being, it is not permanent.  These are my thoughts, and this is the honesty that I consistently hold back.  No real friendship can exist with true honesty.  I apologize for any problems this will cause (but only halfway, since it would be stupid to get into a fight over this).  I will try to be nice.

See you all soon.